So week 10 was so far my worst week. I hope that was the last time I ever need to go to the hospital for so much vomiting.
Week 11 started out horrific. I woke up on day 2 and started bleeding all of a sudden! So much went through my mind. Tried to stay calm but come on, after seeing blood the first time earlier this year my positive feelings were flushed down the toilet once I slowly found out I was going to have a miscarriage. I was praying with my hand on my womb to keep my baby alive this time. Luckily the bleeding stopped. I guess it was old blood or something. I hear that it happens to some pregnant women around this time. The blood spills out due to the cervix being sensitive. Anyway...I just don't wanna see blood again!
I didn't throw up this week at all. I'm still careful with my meals. Instead of 3 large meals I tend to have 6 small ones a day, keeping myself hydrated between every meal. I can't drink large gulps of anything, especially water. Apple juice and potatoes are my best friends! Man, I am so underweight right now.
My baby is supposed to be more than an inch big now. I wonder whats going on inside. I feel physical changes and half the time it feels kinda weird...and gross. Always feeling nauseous, throwing up in the morning, on meds, excess saliva, feeling "wet", do I need to say more????? Then I think about that sweet little angel's face.
Week 11 started out horrific. I woke up on day 2 and started bleeding all of a sudden! So much went through my mind. Tried to stay calm but come on, after seeing blood the first time earlier this year my positive feelings were flushed down the toilet once I slowly found out I was going to have a miscarriage. I was praying with my hand on my womb to keep my baby alive this time. Luckily the bleeding stopped. I guess it was old blood or something. I hear that it happens to some pregnant women around this time. The blood spills out due to the cervix being sensitive. Anyway...I just don't wanna see blood again!
I didn't throw up this week at all. I'm still careful with my meals. Instead of 3 large meals I tend to have 6 small ones a day, keeping myself hydrated between every meal. I can't drink large gulps of anything, especially water. Apple juice and potatoes are my best friends! Man, I am so underweight right now.
My baby is supposed to be more than an inch big now. I wonder whats going on inside. I feel physical changes and half the time it feels kinda weird...and gross. Always feeling nauseous, throwing up in the morning, on meds, excess saliva, feeling "wet", do I need to say more????? Then I think about that sweet little angel's face.
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